I'm changing to another school a weeks ago.. I felt so nervous, because tomorrow I'll meet my friends and my enemy again..
Tomorrow arrived. I don't want to go there. They might forget me for the second time.. It's really hurt when friends forget all the things about us.. I walked to the school dissapointed..
In the class, I sat and think about what's going to happen to me? I don't really want to know about it.. it'll hurt me even more. I looked around.. There's many chairs left.. "don't they have an owner?", I talked to my self. I asked a classmate of mine, "why did you guys left the chairs? do they've their owner?". She replied, "of course they already have their owner..". I sat back on my chair.
A boy come in, wearing a prefect uniform.. and followed by some other prefects.. I look intently at each of them.. until, the last boy come in.. I thought I've seen him before. Never mind, maybe it's just my imagination..
It's resess time.. I want to meet my bestfriend!! That's what on my mind.. I just looked straight. I suddenly bumped into someone. I looked up, and "it's him.. again..". I said, "I'm sorry" to that boy. He looked at me, and just go without saying anything.. I just thought maybe he's mad at me.. I met my bestfriend.. She said, "want to know something??". "what?", I replied.. "you remember *****?". "of course I do..".. who can't remember the only one that is stupid enough to like someone like me?
I said, "what about him?".. "his body is not like a ball anymore!". I'm totally shocked. hmm.. eventhough I really want to see him right now, I just know I can't.. he transferred to another school a years ago.. I just think that I should apologize to him for what I've said two years ago.
My friend called my name and point to a boy. I looked at the place she pointed.. Oh, it's the boy! "what about him?", I said.. "being away from us for two years already make you forget us right?"."what ? I just can't remember who he is.. I just thought I've met him somewhere before"..
"He is *****, you idiot!". "what?! that's *****?!".. but, why he just ignore me??
Does he hate me that much? That's what I'm thingking the whole day.. Some question that I don't have the answer..:-why he ignore me?
                             -does he hate me?
                             -but why he hate me?
                             -is it because of what I've said to him two years ago?
                             -but I just said to forget about me.. so why?
In the end, I just kept thinking about that.. He don't even looked at me.. He don't even talked to me.. I think maybe he don't want me to talked to him.. So, I gave up.. I don't want to think about him anymore.. after I thought about him for two years until now.. I just can't stand him being like that.. If he don't want to talk to me.. Fine! I'm not going to talk to him too..!
                                     ~CONTINUED~